heaven and i wept together....

hey there dear, i need to tell u something.. i'm tired of you, really.... i don't want to be yours any more. i finally decided to finish your chapter in my book. and the funny thing is i am ready to let go of it, rip the pages off, and just start a new.. i never thought this time would come where in i would be ready to let go of our so- called "memories" as numb as it may seem, i don't care about you anymore. i finally saw the sham i've been putting up with all this years. and i'm finally willing to give it up even if it still pinches my heart, things would be better for me and for you this way. trust me... it's all hyped-up you know? the word "WE" is non-existent, even since. so can we just stop fooling ourselves, that someday we would be walking together, hand in hand, eating breakfast,lunch,dinner and midnight snacks together, and living under a single roof. and everything else... i don't think you could wait any longer and i think i've already given enough, don't you think so? haven't you taken enough or maybe too much? i hope someday you realize how selfish you've been. but til then, let me leave you, before i sink deeper into you.